I'd started to post something depressing. But really, it's all the same stuff you've heard from me before. When am I going to be able to get over myself and start actually changing things? And when do I become okay with the fact that my relationship with one of the best people I've ever known is irrevocably changed? Left work early again. Didn't *need* to, but I wasn't doing them all that much good today anyhow. It's going to be odd, not having the constant hunt to fill my time. But I need to disengage myself from the collecting. Re-evaluate. I wish I had something more interesting or positive to write about, but I really don't at the moment. Hopefully I will soon . . . .
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