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I'll take those long nights, impossible odds . . . (oh Styx *sigh*)

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For some reason I feel the need to post something. I do not however, have anything in particular to post about. Had a date on Tuesday. It was fine, enjoyable even, but I may want to hold out for something better. Beggars can indeed be choosers. Either that, or I'm not actually a beggar. I just wish the whole online dating thing weren't such a frustrating mess. It's impossible to know what I may or may not be doing wrong, which puts me in the sort of situation I absolutely loathe, one where I have no control or power whatsoever. I mean, I'm usually in situations where I have less power than someone else, or minimal control, but human nature makes it easy to predict how things will turn out, even if it may not be my desired result. With this though, I want things to go a particular way but lack the knowledge, skills, or luck to affect the outcome in any meaningful way. It's annoying, but I suppose I'll have to get used to it if I really want to meet someone worth my while.

Cleaning proceeds in fits and starts. I've pretty much taken care of all the big picture items, which leaves only the far less satisfying minutiae to work on. Not helping is the fact that I actually live in my apartment and thus have a tendency to create new messes or exacerbate existing ones. Plus I have a few figures I'm working on, which doesn't help things either. I'd be done by now I think if I could manage to sleep a little less.

In the past week I have watched films titled Hero of Swallow and The Purple Hooded Man. Neither were remotely pornographic.

Still haven't done much of anything with anyone in a while. It's not bothering me at the moment, but I wouldn't mind seeing some of my friends outside of work/the internets.

Glad it's warm enough to sleep with the windows open.

Realized I'm writing like Rorschach. Hurm.

I don't much feel like rereading any books at the moment, but I don't have anything new I'm curious enough about to purchase at the moment.

Tired of working evenings and weekends, but I don't know how likely I am to get anything a bit more "normal" that will pay as much. Besides which, I actually enjoy working at the Wedge most of the time, and evenings and weekends are more compatible with my theoretical return to school.

I could do with a bit more inspiration as far as writing and horribly nerdy action figure customizations are concerned, but it's not like I can run down to the store and pick some up.

Probably should do a better job keeping my promises to myself.

Sentence fragment.

I wonder if I can get lime green Chucks right now? Last time I was at the shoe store they'd stopped producing that color. Not sure I should be buying new shoes right now anyway.

I really hope I don't have to buy another copy of Rock Band 2.

Disappointed that dying the fake fur to the right color frizzed it out. I'll probably use it anyway.

Apparently will need to purchase new ant traps.

Not sure about this stream of consciousness thing, it's easy to write, but I don't think it reads particularly well. I just don't have any specific topic to expound upon at the moment, so if you've bothered to read this at all, I apologize for the rambling, halting, nature of it. As it is I think I've done enough for the moment. Hopefully something more meaningful or at least interesting will come to me and I can write something worth my time. Or I'll just watch a crappy movie and fall asleep on the couch again.

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